The Longing: knowing Shade

Two months ago I began playing The Longing after kindly receiving a review key from Emily Morganti. This game by Studio Seufz is based on the Kyffhäuser legend, about a former emperor who sleeps in a hidden chamber beneath the hills.

The thing that had intrigued me about the project was the fact it can be played out in real time if you wish. Players take on the role of the servant of a king who once ruled an underground empire but now needs to sleep for 400 days in order to regain his faded powers. It’s your duty as his Shade to stay by his side in this earthen palace ready to awaken him once the final day has passed, waiting out that time in the darkness alone. But will you do as you’re told?

If you haven’t yet played The Longing but intend to do so, I’d recommend navigating away from this post now and coming back later. There are some major spoilers in the following paragraphs which will damage your experience. Please be aware that mental health issues and suicide are also discussed below.

There are a few reviewers who are claiming this title takes 400 days to complete but I can assure you it doesn’t. I managed to finish The Longing earlier this month in just over 24 hours since starting to play on 18 January 2020. There are four endings in total and, although you can choose to simply let the clock run down without any action other than starting up the game, all of them can be reached in far less time if you put your mind to it and are willing to overcome certain obstacles.

In my preview, I explained that the protagonist is the reason why anyone would want to play a title like this when there’s not much ‘play’ to it. It’s amazing how taking away all the standard gameplay elements you expect and making time the main mechanic forces you to concentrate on the main character and their situation. I came to find myself caring for the little guy and wanting to look after him; so much so that I’d light a fire and leave him reading a book in his armchair before logging out.

I’d originally wanted to see all 400 days because it felt as though that choice would yield the best outcome for the Shade. But after several hours of play I started to question my decision: would he be happier if there were a different outcome? I realised that whatever path I took would most likely be permanent because it would take an awful lot of stamina to attempt a second go. In the end, curiosity won out and I led the protagonist in a journey towards the surface.

Do I regret that choice now? Not at all. But I’ve since watched the other final scenes on YouTube and it’s incredibly difficult to say whether there’s any totally positive outcome for the main character. I guess you could say I got the ‘good’ ending: the little guy was adopted by what seemed like a caring family after my escape plan was successful. But the king died alone and asleep on his thrown while his underground palace crumbled around him, with the Shade revealing he’d never be able to see him again.

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All the endings are hard hitting but some more so than others. For example, you can follow the same path I did and attempt to make it to the world above through a well, but then be unsuccessful when you’re spotted by the wrong person. In this case you’ll see the Shade falling backwards and hitting the rocks in the cave below. The sense of despair felt by the player at having come so far before witnessing the protagonist’s death as the end credits roll successfully captures how it must feel to be told you’re going to spend 400 days alone.

The saddest outcome is when the main character takes his own life after finding a bottomless chasm. The Longing will prompt you for several responses to make sure you want to make this decision, before giving you a final choice: “End the game. You can’t play again.” Selecting this option causes the little guy to close his eyes and tip his body over the edge, before the screen fades to black and you see the message: “The longing has been wilfully ended. A soul is lost in the abyss and shall forever be alone.”

It’s been a few weeks now since completing the title and I’m still thinking about those endings. It might seem like a small and unassuming game at first, with cartoonish graphics and quirky-looking protagonist, but they hide a work which is far more serious and has left me feeling different. I’m not entirely sure how to explain it; it’s almost as if I’ve realised for the first time how people can be driven to certain actions through their loneliness, and I’m questioning why we don’t do more about this.

The fact that The Longing locks if you choose to follow through with the suicide ending just makes it even more poignant. It’s a difficult choice to make after putting so many hours into the game and, while it can in no way ever compare to what someone going through this in real life is facing, it does give a very small glimpse into what it’s like. The Face character says a line that has stuck with me: “The way to light is blocked by total darkness. You will only overcome darkness if you learn to become darkness.”

Although it’s slowly happening, the way we all think and act about mental health needs to change. Being open to the subject and talking about it frankly doesn’t have to be awkward or tense, and the associated stigma and exclusion will be a thing of the past once everybody realises this. Simply being there for a family member, friend or colleague can make a massive difference to them; solutions are sometimes unnecessary but knowing someone cares is invaluable.

If the little Shade has taught me anything, it’s that we need to look out for each other. And with everything going on in the world right now, that message is so important.

Mind is a charity which provides advice and support to empower anyone experiencing a mental health problem. Their confidential helplines are available from 09:00 to 18:00 GMT from Monday to Friday, and more details can be found here.

6 thoughts on “The Longing: knowing Shade

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  4. I did it! I accidentally beat THE LONGING today and now I can finally read this, haha. (Yeah… the 400 day timer expired while I was sidetracked with a million other games, but I’ll call it a win nonetheless).

    The entire game is a painfully accurate representation of depression in general. You feel like you’re wandering alone, no one cares, nothing matters, and are constantly looking for distraction from your endless misery. I really connected to the little shade and I feel kinda guilty for forgetting about him, but I rather liked the king waking up ending.

    I also did not know about the suicide ending so that adds another layer of important mental health topics to this game. Great write up and thanks for telling me about this game! 🙂


    • I remember us having a conversation a while back, where I mentioned being sure about a certain ‘decision’ before making it in the game. That’s the ending I was talking about. I know The Longing won’t be everyone’s cup of tea, but it’s a shame that more people don’t know about it and the messages it tries to convey. 😦

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